{"id":1163,"date":"2019-07-26T14:02:30","date_gmt":"2019-07-26T14:02:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/learn.elca.org\/jle\/?p=1163"},"modified":"2020-10-28T20:02:21","modified_gmt":"2020-10-28T20:02:21","slug":"black-ruminations","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/learn.elca.org\/jle\/black-ruminations\/","title":{"rendered":"black ruminations"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Some things are known before they are said<\/p>\n<p>You can tell the formality<\/p>\n<p>The rehearsed cadence in his voice<\/p>\n<p>As a white man stands and delivers his brand of justice<\/p>\n<p>The way he has been indoctrinated to believe that truth<\/p>\n<p>And right lie in the hands and minds of those<\/p>\n<p>With more power<\/p>\n<p>Better arguments<\/p>\n<p>More facts<\/p>\n<p>And a better articulation<\/p>\n<p>And more guns<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>My hair raised ever so gently on my arms<\/p>\n<p>My mother crying in the phone<\/p>\n<p>Telling me she worries<\/p>\n<p>About bobby at night<\/p>\n<p>In dark<\/p>\n<p>Past a curfew of respectability<\/p>\n<p>When good boys are home<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>My same mother once told me she<\/p>\n<p>Wasn\u2019t political<\/p>\n<p>But I guess the personal <\/p>\n<p>The profound<\/p>\n<p>The profane can pull it out of you<\/p>\n<p>I asked though my tears<\/p>\n<p>Where is my brother?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>He gets on the phone slow scared unsure of what I will say<\/p>\n<p>Robert<\/p>\n<p>Not bob bob<\/p>\n<p>Not his stage name of epic mind of lo<\/p>\n<p>Robert<\/p>\n<p>Do you see what your life is worth I ask<\/p>\n<p>Yes he says<\/p>\n<p>Then that is all that matters I say<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>I keep going back and forth between pain and anger<\/p>\n<p>Tears and outrage<\/p>\n<p>I just keep thinking God do you love us?<\/p>\n<p>Then why isn\u2019t our liberation top on the priority list<\/p>\n<p>Before rising the sun<\/p>\n<p>And pulling the moon out<\/p>\n<p>Before snow fall<\/p>\n<p>And dusk setting<\/p>\n<p>And seasons changing<\/p>\n<p>Why isn\u2019t our liberation top on the to do list<\/p>\n<p>Do you keep moving it around your calendar<\/p>\n<p>Like I do the things I don\u2019t really want to do<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>I keep thinking will this make us stop buying bobby shmurda<\/p>\n<p>Will this remember black is beautiful<\/p>\n<p>Call us back to black power like the 76 ebony magazine I found<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Will we decide we are more than whitewashed faces<\/p>\n<p>And salaries and degrees<\/p>\n<p>More like kings and queens<\/p>\n<p>More than soul food<\/p>\n<p>And basketballs and running on fields<\/p>\n<p>That we don\u2019t own<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>I want our freedom<\/p>\n<p>But I know it might cost<\/p>\n<p>But tonight I would be willing to pay it<\/p>\n<p>With my own body<\/p>\n<p>Offer me on the cross like Jesus<\/p>\n<p>Since god is a black woman anyway<\/p>\n<p>Crucify me<\/p>\n<p>Let me blood run in streets like black boys<\/p>\n<p>Killed to soon<\/p>\n<p>Anything to release all the tears I feel<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Dear Mike.<\/p>\n<p>We failed<\/p>\n<p>We tried<\/p>\n<p>The system beat us again<\/p>\n<p>We are sorry<\/p>\n<p>We thought this time<\/p>\n<p>In your name we prayed<\/p>\n<p>And danced<\/p>\n<p>And worked<\/p>\n<p>And organized<\/p>\n<p>We believed<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>We cry about your death<\/p>\n<p>What will we do for the boys who live<\/p>\n<p>We cried about injustice<\/p>\n<p>What will we give up for freedom<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Harriet said she could have freed more if you<\/p>\n<p>Convinced them they were slaves<\/p>\n<p>Mike maybe you can break the chains<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>We cry miscarriage<\/p>\n<p>But we abort the mission<\/p>\n<p>Mike I\u2019m praying your death gives us vision<\/p>\n<p>Let it be the thing that helps us see<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t believe in justice<\/p>\n<p>I believe in black<\/p>\n<p>And being free<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Less can be more. Newman&#8217;s poetry speaks from the heart of the pain of oppression in a way that an academic article could not reach, not matter the world count. \u200b\u200bWe know that the personal is policitcal, but Newman&#8217;s work brings home the fact that the polictical is also intensely personal for so many voices not lifted up by mainstream media.\u200b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[68,50],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1163","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-african-american","category-racism"],"acf":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v27.2 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/product\/yoast-seo-wordpress\/ -->\n<title>black ruminations - Journal of Lutheran Ethics<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/learn.elca.org\/jle\/black-ruminations\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"black ruminations - Journal of Lutheran Ethics\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Less can be more. 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